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Jennifer Perseverante, maquilleuse professionnelle
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Article published online on December 23, 2019

July, can you introduce yourself?

July, a feminine name chosen somewhat at random, but in daily life, I am a 36-year-old man, married, father of a beautiful little girl.
I live in the suburbs of a medium-sized provincial town and work in a small family business.

July

How long have you wanted to feel more like a woman?

It goes back a long way, to childhood around 6/7 years old.
The earliest memory is trying on, out of curiosity, a pair of my mother’s tights.
I still keep the feeling from that time in mind.
A mix of pleasant sensation and guilt at the same time.
A little later, around 8/9 years old, a friend of my parents looked after me.
Her daughter was participating in a carnival parade in the village, and the mother suggested I join too.
But she only had costumes for little girls.
I got a “thousand and one nights” outfit (adapted for a little girl) and some makeup.
I simply loved it! After this experience, there were many years with nothing but the desire to do it again.

Is it a temporary desire or a permanent one?

For me, this desire is in the background and occasionally turns into a need.
I do not wish to live as a woman or to transition.
But I like, for the duration of an evening or a day, and possibly a weekend or a few days, to become a woman.
But no more than that.
I feel good in my male body daily, even if there is always a touch of femininity on me.

Why this desire? What does it give you?

I don’t really know why I have this desire.
I like to think it is simply a part of my personality.
A part of femininity a little more present than in other people.
When I am transformed, I feel serenity, I am happy.
I feel like another person, escaping, releasing the pressure of daily life—it feels good.

When did you decide to crossdress for the first time?

My first experiences date back to adolescence.
On my way to middle school, I would stop at a store selling unisex clothing and try on women’s clothes in the fitting room, clothes hidden under a pair of joggers taken in the boys’ section.
I found they suited me better than my boys’ clothes.
Later, I had a friend who fully crossdressed me for fun.
She did it as a joke, but I wanted it to be successful.

Later still, as a student living alone in an apartment, I bought clothes, makeup, and a wig to transform myself completely for the first time.
At first, it wasn’t very pretty, but after a few attempts, I achieved some transformations I was proud of.
I lived somewhat alone at the start of my career, and every weekend I spent at least one day as a woman at home.

I met my wife, and we moved in together.
Like many others, I went through what is called a “purge”—afraid of being discovered, I threw away everything that could be found.
I was unable to talk about this aspect of my personality with my girlfriend.
Occasionally, when I was alone for a day, I would buy one or two items again, and I would borrow accessories and her makeup.
Our relationship evolved, and before our wedding, I told her about it—I couldn’t go further without revealing the whole of my personality.
At first, she was surprised, then concerned.
She immediately associated it with possible homosexuality, but I reassured her on that point.
We then agreed that I could occasionally express this part of myself.

Do you have fears about society?

Yes, definitely! That’s why I don’t go out transformed; I stay cooped up at home.
The fear of being recognized and then provoking mockery or worse toward my daughter, my wife, or my family.
Fear of how my daughter would react if she discovered it…

What are the next steps in your feminization?

I would like to be able to transform more often; currently, it’s 2 to 3 times a year.
I would like to be able to go out as a woman, for a sightseeing visit, a restaurant, shopping…
I would love to share this a bit more with my wife.
Why not meet other people like me.

Why did you turn to me, Jennifer Persévérante?

A few years ago, I did a photo shoot fully transformed during a trip abroad with my wife.
It was amazing.
I loved it and wanted to do something similar again.
I was looking for the same kind of experience but more focused on makeup, with a French speaker, and not too far from home.
I found your site by searching Google for “cours maquillage travesti.”
After finding a date and my budget, it was on.
Very importantly, what I first felt was the impression that the service was totally normal in your eyes.
I didn’t feel like I was doing something “out of the ordinary,” it was natural and very reassuring.
As a man, I really don’t have a physique that seems suited to transformation into a woman—tall, quite broad-shouldered.
But with your makeup advice and the choice and combination of outfits, the result went beyond what I imagined.
I didn’t think I could be so “credible” as a woman.
I think my smile said it all (since I’m usually rather taciturn).
I couldn’t help but leave your place transformed.
I didn’t have much interaction with the outside world, but I lived my first afternoon and evening truly as a woman.
I stopped three times on the way home to see people at rest areas on the highway and also to spend a bit of time and arrive home at night to limit the risk of being recognized in my neighborhood.

I really thank you for this service you offer.
I just want to come back as soon as possible, even if the busy daily life of a family does not allow me to carve out time for myself whenever I want.
You have to plan (very) far ahead, but one thing is certain: I will come back.

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