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Today, I have the pleasure of welcoming Lucille for a full day in my air-conditioned studio, a cozy space designed just for you.
Lucille was eager.
After 40 years of restraint, she decided to treat herself.
Everything is organized: train, taxi, Airbnb booked (I have addresses if you want), and even an ultra-complete makeup kit, assembled after reviewing my YouTube videos and articles!.
She already knew everything about me… without knowing me! That shows how much the preparatory work – the testimonies, the texts, the images – touched her and made her feel confident.
Lucille also bought a few outfits but doubted her choices.
When she showed up wearing one of them, I immediately congratulated her: it was chic, well chosen, truly her.
For hair, after about ten wig try-ons, we had a double crush.
Then we shared a lunch in a spot surrounded by nature that I love, both elegant and delicious.
It’s always a meaningful, intimate moment where we share deeply.
The afternoon turned into a real festival of shopping and laughter: clothes, glasses, accessories, everything was covered – and everything she asked for was checked off.
Lucille is a big-hearted, kind, funny, touching person. She told me she would give her testimony.
She did, right after leaving Paris.
Here is her story.
Hello Jennifer, and to everyone who will read this testimony, written from Gare de Lyon while waiting for my train to go home after a dazzling day (in every sense of the word).
My name has been Lucille since April 10, 2025, and I’m 56 years old: single, heterosexual (divorced since 2005 after living as a couple for 15 years).
I have a 29-year-old daughter who is independent, with whom I get along very well and whom I love above all else.
I work in administration as an engineer and have lived in Marseille since September 2019, knowing that I will move to Bayonne at the beginning of May.
I have had this desire to dress as a woman since puberty.
Around 11-12 years old, at a communion, my parents bought a suit for me and my brother (who is a year and a half older than me).
The tergal pants were itchy.
My mother gave me one of her tights (a nod to Élodie) and that triggered my first erotic pleasure and a very strong sense of well-being.
This desire to crossdress has accompanied me my entire life: as a teenager, as a young man, a husband, and a father.
After the tights episode, I took advantage of being alone to dress in my mother’s clothes and those I hid at home.
One day, when I was 12 years old (in 7th grade), she found one of my underwear items, and I was very ashamed of myself.
Until I was 56, I struggled with this duality between desire and shame.
I occasionally bought feminine clothes, high heels, lingerie that I then threw away. But this desire is part of me, to the point that it has always been at the center of my nocturnal erotic dreams (uncontrolled therefore).
It is primarily a sensual pleasure caused by wearing tights or stockings, lingerie, heels, a dress… I feel good dressed as a woman. Then, I have always found women beautiful: I love their femininity, their elegance. It has always made me want to resemble them.
The first time I fully crossdressed (with a wig) was around 35 years old with my ex-wife.
It was not a successful experience.
Our couple was not doing well at that time, and we got divorced shortly after.
I don’t have fond memories of it.
I developed personality disorders very early (social anxiety and difficulty managing my emotions) that led me to alcoholism between 35 and 55 years old. In 2020, after Covid subsided, I consulted the addiction service of Professor Lançon in Marseille.
Since then I have been followed by an amazing psychologist (Lorraine) with whom I worked notably on acceptance and self-affirmation.
On November 3, 2024, I put down the glass.
We talked again about the tights episode with Lorraine and it freed me.
I bought lingerie again, but this time I accepted this desire without guilt, and I told myself I didn’t want to experience it like before.
I booked an appointment on January 22, 2025, at an aesthetic clinic across from my home for a laser hair removal session on my legs: this act convinced me.
On February 26, I had a second session, this time on the whole body except arms and face.
On April 2, I started on my arms, ears, and nose during my third session.
Tomorrow, I am going to make an appointment for the beard (thanks Jennifer and Julia for your advice)
Browsing the Internet, I discovered Jennifer’s and Transbeauté’s websites, her blog, her YouTube channel, her advice, and your testimonies in January or February.
On March 18, I wrote to her to ask for information.
On March 21, I booked an appointment for April 10, for a full day: makeup class, wig try-ons, photo sessions, lunch outside, and shopping.
Then on March 29, I got both ears pierced.
On April 10, I crossdressed for the second time in my life.
That day, I fulfilled a dream more than 45 years old.
I lived this dream today and I still can’t believe it.
Besides, it is no longer a dream: it is, thanks to Jennifer, an accomplishment, because I know who I am in part.
A man who loves being Lucille, because I find her pretty cool, as I hoped, with her strengths and flaws, her still somewhat clumsy manners (I smear my fingers with food, don’t I Jennifer?).
On April 10, I showed myself to others, shopped with Jennifer.
I loved raiding Mango after the try-on session, I loved owning myself, expressing who I am.
I leave with stars in my eyes: it was better than Disneyland!
You understood, I have come a long way these past years to rid myself of my shame and guilt.
I told my family I started full hair removal and got piercings.
I will see my daughter at the end of April, and I will tell her I like to crossdress.
The circle will be closed, and I will be free from this burden.
The next steps are to go out alone as a girl, to finish the hair removal process.
Next, I will post photos, try to make contacts to get out of my isolation, and come to Paris to participate in girls’ nights (well, I would like to).
I called on Jennifer for many reasons:
• She offers a professional service: makeup classes, makeovers, etc.
• Her advice, kindness, understanding of what we live, what we dream of, her experience that she shares with us… all this gives enormous confidence.
What she brought me: what I needed, to discover Lucille.
What I remember: good mood, intensity of emotions.
What was promised was really there, on point.
The day passed at the speed of light, but I fully enjoyed it.
Like at Disney: it goes fast, but we keep smiling after leaving Chevry-Cossigny, because the magic continues to work.
What also struck me was the following: I came with the idea of trying on lots of skirts, and I left with lots of pants, without having tried a single skirt.
I am desperately looking for a bright red size 40 pair of pants and a red size XL jumpsuit from Mango, which are out of stock.
Actually, femininity is not a stereotype consisting of wearing a skirt and heels.
It’s also wearing jeans with a leather jacket.
That’s what’s awesome about being a girl: being able to wear lots of different outfits.
I feel freed from the weight related to the anticipation of this day and what would appear to me in the mirror once made up.
And I am not disappointed, quite the contrary.
I’m writing this testimony right after our appointment.
I put words on my emotions, which will accompany the photos taken during this day.
Thank you, Jennifer.
Besides, I don’t know how to say anything else but thank you, but thank you a thousand times.
Lucille does not want to undergo medical transition.
She loves her life as a man, but she wants to be at her best in her life as a woman, as a crossdresser.
And that is exactly what this day allowed her: to fully exist in her femininity, with elegance, confidence, and pride.
This testimony is precious once again because it reminds us that feminine expression doesn’t have to be absolute or radical to be profound and moving.
There is no “right” way to live your femininity: some want to transform everything, others want to savor chosen moments, reconnect with themselves in a caring environment.
Lucille found this space. A space carefully designed in every detail:
• An air-conditioned, welcoming, discreet studio,
• Carefully chosen places for makeup, shopping, meals,
• An atmosphere conducive to trust, intimacy, and the joy of daring.
Each Client lives her own adventure, whether crossdresser, questioning, or simply seeking reconciliation with herself.
And you? If you feel this call, this thrill, this buried or very clear desire…
Come live this unique day.
A moment for you. A moment to yourself.
This moment you will never forget.
Jennifer
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