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When Adeline arrived, I saw in her eyes a sublime potential in terms of makeup; indeed, when you have azure blue eyes, makeup immediately has an effect.
I am delighted to share her story with you.
I was born in 1968, a wonderful year notably marking the beginning of women’s liberation, to our great satisfaction.
So, I am 54 years old and was assigned male at birth. I live near Lille and I am divorced, which suits me fine nowadays!
Like most of us, the desire has always been present but it intensified after my divorce at the age of 38.
Being alone at home is the perfect opportunity to cross-dress in the evening and have an enjoyable time.
It was at that moment I made my first purchases of lingerie and light evening outfits.
I operate by impulses, so it’s an occasional desire.
During impulses, the wish to be a woman is very strong but that doesn’t prevent me from enjoying cross-dressing when the impulses ease off.
More simply, the desire to be a woman is almost irresistible during these impulses; I think about it during the day and as soon as I get home I change.
When it eases, it can wait until the next day!
The period of impulses varies; I can go without for several months.
Several factors may influence this.
Why this desire?!
It’s hard to answer exactly, probably the beauty of women to the point of wanting to resemble them; pretty outfits, the texture of stockings, high heels, the fluidity of dresses, skirts...
Women radiate a certain power, an attraction.
But why this desire? It’s inside me and I can’t explain it.
Cross-dressing gives me well-being, a change of skin, a change of life for a moment...
The benefit of what I have received, of what I am, and that is what matters most.
Then finally, maybe it’s an advantage to know this diversity.
Married, I had some occasions to try on my wife’s clothes; as previously mentioned, the divorce was the opportunity to let go!
I really wanted to feel like a woman or come as close as possible, not just put on uncoordinated clothes.
In my opinion, only a woman could help me with this and I had the immense luck to meet that person—who else but a woman Mistress who enjoys dressing men up could do it better!? This Woman, for whom I have great esteem, made me evolve over the years; teaching me positions, gestures, the walk (exercises I had to succeed under penalty of sanction! 🙂) but also imposing outfits adapted, although suited to BDSM situations, yet terribly sexy!
She made me a beautiful crossdresser appreciated by other Mistresses at private parties.
My memorable anecdote is the day she invited me to visit Brussels on the condition that I wear a garter belt, stockings, and a thong under my male clothes; we entered a specialty shop and she asked me to try on a skirt, stress built up but I complied. Then she opened the curtain and asked the saleswoman what she thought; the embarrassment was immense but I keep an excellent memory of it.
It was by meeting this woman that everything really started, much to my greatest pleasure.
Yes, of course! I lived most of my life as a man, and I do not want my family to know under any circumstances.
As for society, I don’t know what to think; some are open-minded, others not at all.
Apprehensions, yes, going out as a woman wouldn’t displease me, I have thought of it several times but I have a sort of anxiety.
For that reason, I believe I have to be impeccable to blend into the crowd.
I don’t want criticism or mockery.
I have sometimes encountered crossdressers outside; the first was exiting a bank dressed provocatively where passersby turned and one could feel the mockery, another was sitting at a café terrace and I wondered myself whether they were a crossdresser or a woman.
Yes, I have apprehension and as long as I’m not sure of my credibility, I won’t go out.
So imagine my reaction, after the makeup session, when Jennifer asks you: “You’re leaving with your makeup on?”
With BDSM, I think I have a good level of testing!
And sometimes I miss it, not sexually since I was untouchable (it required Mistress’s permission) but in terms of circumstances and challenges.
I like to take on challenges!
The next steps would be to deepen my femininity even more, approach perfection even if it is impossible; although I can feel more feminine than some women.
The idea of transformation is not on the table, preferring to remain at the hermaphrodite stage without breasts!
But I would like to clear my mind and truly feel like a woman for a day, or two; to live it and finally go out!
So, my only gap is makeup, sometimes done more or less well in a hurry during a party but anyway a gap and the most important in my eyes! And makeup is the finishing touch.
It was important for me to fill this gap; I absolutely wanted to know if my face could be feminine to the point of deception.
To complicate things, makeup is for me a science! 🙂
Following advice, watching tutorials for hours without progressing isn’t a solution.
I heard about Transbeauté, I waited and thought about it. I took a long time to contact Jennifer, always with apprehension, but her website and first contact reassured me.
What did Jennifer bring me?!
Certainly a trigger, confidence; I went over the makeup steps on the way back and kept looking at the photos the first days.
Nervous upon arrival, she quickly made me feel at ease with her kindness, guided me professionally during the makeup for a result you can judge from the photos.
During the shooting session, I thought I felt pleasure and satisfaction in her.
I appreciated this learning and I am satisfied.
Just one regret, how quickly time passes! I still have to reproduce these makeup steps and if gaps remain, I will not hesitate to contact her again.
To go back to the next step, it may pass through Jennifer, I admit I had a good time in her company and already, before leaving, I asked her if the shopping and makeover generally goes well!
To be continued…
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