Syssilia, travestie : when femininity is also experienced as a duo

There are decisions we don’t take lightly.

Feminizing oneself, when one is a man, is often a solitary path, filled with silences, doubts, sometimes shame, and almost always secrecy.

This deep desire, buried since childhood or discovered later, remains for a long time a thought we dare not express, a dream we only allow ourselves in private.
And then one day, the desire becomes stronger than the fear.
That is when many find me.

Transbeauté is not just a makeup studio; it’s a cocoon where one comes to bloom, where one learns to finally look at oneself with tenderness.

But there is another step, even rarer, more fragile, more precious: sharing this part of yourself with your partner.
And even rarer still is the response of love, support, and complicity.

But such responses exist, and you will find examples on my blog.

The testimony you are about to read is precious in many ways.

That of Syssilia, of course, who dares, opens up, transforms.
But also that of her wife, a voice we hear too little, but which here resonates with accuracy, respect, and great gentleness.
Together, they offer us a lesson in courage and love.

Presentation of Syssilia

Can you introduce yourself?

48 years old, crossdresser, in a relationship with a woman, sales executive, Orléans.

The origin of the desire to feminize

How long have you wanted to feel like a woman, and what was the first “signal” of this desire?

I think since childhood, trying on my mother’s clothes.
Explaining the reason that pushed me to do it, however, I have no idea.
What is certain is that I have never forgotten that feeling of well-being, strength, and beauty.

Is it a temporary desire or a permanent one?

Deep down, I wish it was a permanent desire.
But I still don’t have the will or courage to make it possible.
So it will remain for me something occasional.
Until the day I feel ready.
But after this experience, I feel that day is getting closer and closer.

What feminization brings me

Why this desire? What does it give you?

I feel better in my skin, more beautiful, calmer.
I feel a serenity.
The feeling of being in my place and no longer having to hide behind false pretenses.

My first time

When did you decide to take action, that is to crossdress for the first time? For what occasion? What did you feel?

It goes back several decades, alone at home.
I think to rediscover that childhood feeling.
To see if it was still there at an older age.
And this feeling was indeed present.
I experienced it as a happiness regained.

Fears and doubts

Do you have fears regarding society, your family, etc.? Any apprehensions or discomfort?

Fears, yes.
The first is disappointing my loved ones.
Or imposing something on them that they didn’t ask for.
Also the fear of being told I am too “manly” to be a crossdresser.
Being rejected by other crossdressers would be the thing that would hurt me the most, I think. Also the fear of overdoing it and being seen as “crazy.”
Of course, also the loss of my job.

Upcoming projects and desires

What are the next steps in your feminization (if any), or desires you haven’t yet tried but would like to?

First of all, going out more regularly.
Whenever I get the chance.

But my next project would be to spend an evening with other crossdressers to share our experiences, get their feedback about me, and be, so to speak, endorsed.
Make new acquaintances with whom I hope to maintain a relationship, and thus feel less alone.

I also plan, at my next outing, to wear fake breasts.

I also hope to spend time again with Jennifer.
To perfect my makeup and femininity.

My meeting with Jennifer

Why did you call on me, and what did I bring you in this stage of your life, if I brought you anything?

I chose Jennifer after seeing her website.
I found the photos really impressive, but especially the reviews, testimonials, and Jennifer’s presentation.
A real feeling of ease, while the transformation was truly incredible, by people who really had a pleasant moment.
All while achieving a result.

The first contact with Jennifer confirmed what I felt.
A welcoming, pleasant, attentive, available person.
If I was a little hesitant before calling, this contact confirmed I could and deserved this pleasure.

Jennifer will inevitably always remain in my heart.
She is the one who made me a woman and allowed me to feel like a woman for an entire day.
That, plus her good mood and attentiveness, made this day truly magical.
Jennifer made me realize that it was possible.

After the session: an anecdote

What anecdote can you tell us following this session? Or how did you feel after this session? What did you do right after our meeting?

I don’t know if it’s politically correct, but at the end of the day, I took my car again.
I felt less skilled at driving, maybe because of the dress… or the wig or something else.
I felt proud and beautiful; I even think a handsome man let me pass after seeing me.

Since it was late, and I wanted to still enjoy myself, I deliberately stopped at a gas station.
Just for the pleasure of feeling myself in a normal life.

I quickly joined a friend to show her my transformation.
And to tell her all the little tricks I learned, as well as my emotions about this day.

The precious look of her partner

Testimony from her wife, whom we will call X:

Hello dear Jennifer Persévérante, nice to meet you, I am Syssilia’s wife.

First of all, I send you my best wishes and of course agree to get to know you better.
I learned this other part of my partner’s personality gradually.
He told me himself; he didn’t try to hide it from me; I would say it came very naturally…
At first, it was more like a game, a costume, then quickly he confided he had already had a taste for women’s clothes since childhood.

My reaction was therefore progressive, and I think always based on acceptance and open-mindedness.
It did not change how I see him as a person who remains for me the same, only more feminine and open with me, which I truly appreciate.

I supported him through buying clothes, makeup, but I must admit it was mostly my partner who initiated the searches that led to finding your contact.

My reaction after his session with you: wow, she is really beautiful… and congratulations on this work. The makeup is magnificent, and the clothes suit her very well as does the choice of wig: everything is radiant, feminine, and classy!

What a moment it must have been for her to be able to go out by your side and simply feel good…

The photos are perfect and I really enjoyed sharing this feedback with her… what a journey!
I also congratulate you on your demonstrations. She was able to recreate the makeup very well, all by herself (even when I tried to intervene, she persisted and succeeded in her eyeliner!!!)

So many changes whereas before it was more about dressing up, always a bit too much, too flashy or not enough…
There, I saw outfits and professional makeup that truly blended with her features, with her being…

I felt she was well, calm and in her place…
I almost want to say happy, and that’s the most important.

One of my goals would be for her to feel good and comfortable in all circumstances, especially with me.

That we continue to buy beautiful things in terms of makeup and clothes… then consider one day a feminine outing, in another region, to have a drink together after shopping…

So, I think I have covered your first questions,

Please do not hesitate to contact me as well.

If possible, do you have a newsletter or a way to keep me informed about your organized events, your news…?

Do you have partners who have had this experience with you as well?

Thanks again for everything and congratulations to my darling for having taken the plunge!

Best regards,

X

Thank you!!!

As you read these words, I hope you will feel what I felt discovering them: immense emotion.

• Because Syssilia dared.
• Because her wife welcomed.
• And because together, they show us that femininity, when experienced truthfully, is not a threat but a strength.

If you are at this crossroads, if you carry within you this desire to reveal yourself, know you are not alone.
I am here, to support you with kindness, respect, and love for detail.

You can contact me for a transformation, makeup, listening, a helping hand.

And if you are a partner, know that you also have your place at Transbeauté.

Together, let’s move toward more freedom and light.

Jennifer