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Jennifer Perseverante, maquilleuse professionnelle
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Article published online on May 11, 2023

I welcomed Pascale for the first time at the beginning of the year, then we met again very recently for a " makeup session " on the occasion of Charly’s evening.

The first session was an opportunity for Pascale to revisit her femininity and also to boost her self-confidence. By the way, will she go home by UBER and TGV as "Pascale"?

The second session allowed her to feel fully confident to participate, as much as possible, in Charly’s dinner. She was stunning, just like all of you, my dear ones!

Although each journey is unique, I observe many common points in the testimonials as well as during our meetings and exchanges, including when scheduling appointments.

Pascale is unique, just like all of you!

Can you introduce yourself? Age, gender, family situation, profession, city.

I am Pascale
I am 55 years old
I identify as transgender
Married with 2 children
European Sales Director
Aix en Provence

Pascale femme en séance de maquillage chez Jennifer

Wedding games, Angélique Marquise des anges, travestis on the sidewalk

How long have you wanted to feel like a woman, what was the first “signal” of this desire?

Playing wedding games with cousins.
I preferred the role of the bride.
Discovering the feeling of wearing my mother’s lingerie at the dawn of my adolescence.
I would say the first signal was as a child, watching Angélique Marquise des anges with my grandparents.
Her beauty, her femininity disturbed me and made me say internally that I would like to look like her later, all from the age of 8/10.
Later, around 18 years old, I used to watch travestis working on the sidewalk.
I would hide and watch them for hours at night, hiding in the car.
They were magnificent.
I had to look like them!

1st “full girl” outing, fulfillment, moments of happiness and... tears!

Is this a temporary desire, or permanent?

It starts off temporary, with breaks of “normal” life then returning stronger and more permanently.

Why this desire, what does it give you?

I feel ME
A kind of fulfillment, I fly…

When did you decide to take action, that is to crossdress for the first time? For what occasion? What did you feel?

As soon as I had my apartment at 23 years old,
No social networks back then but there was the ABC for the Association Beaumont Continentale
We corresponded by mail, there was a newsletter.
Thanks to the association I was able to make my first full girl outing, I was 23.
A shopping day with older girls: I was the kid being taken care of and I was reassured.
And then there was an annual dinner north of Lyon.
Charly didn’t invent anything lol!

It was heartbreaking when those little moments of happiness ended, I cried bitter tears.

Professional career, collateral damage, urges, losing my wife

Do you have fears regarding society, your family, etc...? Any apprehensions or discomfort?

Not about society

My professional career is solid and on track

I don’t want to upset my family, they didn’t ask for this and I don’t want to impose my situation on them. A situation that could trigger collateral damage.

What are the next steps in your feminization (if any), or desires you haven’t tried yet but would like to?

I compartmentalize my double life with a certain balance with moments of urges when I would like to start a protocol…

I live day by day, but I don’t want to lose my wife, a woman with a lot of open-mindedness to tolerate my uniqueness. She also fears losing me because she senses these desires to go further.

Feeling more beautiful, believing in my passing, and a new victory!

Why did you call on me, and what did I bring you at this stage of your life, if I brought you anything?

I immediately understood your open-mindedness, and then recommendations about you spread quickly.
I feel even more beautiful thanks to you,
Make-up techniques, hairstyles, the shooting, it all helps me to believe even more in my passing as a woman.

What anecdote can you share after this session? Or how did you feel after this session? What did you do right after our meeting?

I had a knot in my stomach.
Anxiety about the result.
You quickly put me at ease, I felt very womanly in those moments shared with you.
And even if it wasn’t my first outing, I was a little rusty on that level after this 5-year break.
Well, everything came back! Even the challenge I set myself to go home by Uber then TGV to my Provence is won.
A new victory in my WOMAN life.

Kisses

Final word from Jennifer

Thank you, Pascale!

Pascale oscillates between moments of heartbreak and urges: she doesn’t want to upset her family or lose her wife, but she feels herself when she crossdresses.

We can therefore think that she is torn between her gender identity and her social role. But she is also a courageous and determined woman, who dares to fully live her femininity during her outings.

Maybe she finds a balance between her two lives, or maybe she aspires to a more complete transition. It’s up to her to tell us. In any case, I respect and admire her for her journey.

Whether you are a man who wants to take on the appearance and features of a woman for a moment, temporarily, we talk about travesti and crossdressing.

Or whether you are a woman who feels “imprisoned” in a man’s body and wants to regain her feminine features, we talk about transidentity and transgender.

In both cases, I fully support you in your choice and without any judgment.

What matters is that you feel good. That you are in harmony with yourself and especially that you take pleasure, maybe even find happiness and wellbeing!

And you, what do you think?

In the meantime, be free to be you! We’ll talk again very soon.

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