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For a long time, many people who cross-dress experience their femininity only at home. In the bedroom. In the bathroom. In the silence of the living room.
We often talk about salons crossdressers: someone who expresses a feminine part of themselves, but always hidden from view. Not necessarily out of shame, although that can happen. Often out of caution. Because it’s simpler. Because it’s safer.
And yet, I see it, and you often say it: one day, a question arises.
"What if I lived this femininity somewhere other than in front of my mirror?"
Stéphanie’s testimony tells exactly this story.
From secrecy to freedom. From private to public. From desire to action. A story of happiness, in short.
I am a 46-year-old man, married, and a business owner in the Hauts-de-France region.
It started about fifteen years ago. At first, I couldn’t really explain why, but I enjoyed cross-dressing alone, discreetly, when I was traveling for work, in my hotel room. I would take photos of myself, then almost immediately think I looked ridiculous and stop everything. Then, I could go several months without cross-dressing, and suddenly, the urge would return, without warning.
Until a few months ago, it was a sporadic desire. Cross-dressing alone in your corner is pleasant at the moment, but boredom quickly sets in: you’re hidden, isolated.
Since I took the step to no longer live this only in secret, since I allowed myself to go out and exist differently, the desire isn’t permanent per se, but I now look forward to the moments when I can bring Stéphanie out again.
I think some men have a feminine side that they are often forced to hide to fit into the boxes imposed by society. When I become Stéphanie, I am another person: more attentive, perhaps gentler, with a deep sense of freedom.
A few months ago, I realized that, like all living beings, we age. I told myself: if you want to live this, do it now. There was no particular occasion, just a desire to experience another facet of my life.
My only regret today is not having made this decision 10 or 15 years ago. You can’t make up for the past, but you can live your future to the fullest.
Yes and no. Regarding society and people I don’t know, I have no fears. On the other hand, my family could not accept this change. So it’s a new life, which is no longer confined to a hotel room, but will still remain a secret from some people.
I don’t intend to start a transition. It will remain occasional, but as often as possible, of course.
I want to continue improving: perfecting my makeup, taking better care of my overall appearance, and why not, losing a few kilos—it doesn’t hurt anyone.
I had been consulting the Transbeauté website for at least a year. I was always amazed by what Jennifer could achieve. I often told myself: why not me?
When I realized that life is short and that you have to make the most of it, I started trying to improve on my own by watching many tutorials online. But I quickly understood that real support would be welcome.
• First, for makeup: in what order should I proceed? Which shades would suit me best? • Then, for clothing: matching styles, colors... It wasn’t obvious to me at all.
So I contacted Jennifer through her website. She responded very quickly, we talked on the phone, she reassured me, and we quickly arranged an appointment for a full day: makeup, wig trials, clothing fittings, and shopping.
I wasn’t completely off track, but Jennifer transformed me. She changed my hairstyle to a style I would never have dared to try on my own, and taught me to perfect my makeup—it still takes practice, of course, but the result is already much better.
And above all, she took me out. Not just to a parking lot, but to a shopping mall, to a makeup store to complete my kit, then to a clothing store where we spent a long time trying on different outfits.
Not to mention lunch at an excellent restaurant, where we were able to chat, discuss, and get to know each other better.
It was a wonderful day. I will never thank Jennifer enough for this—and I think she knows it.
After this session, I had decided to leave as a woman—it was planned from the start.
So I hit the road to another city where I had to go for work. I arrived at the hotel as a woman; the welcome was warm, no strange looks.
During check-in, the hostess asked if I would like to dine on site. A second of hesitation, then I said yes. The appointment was set for 8 PM. I told myself: you did it at noon, albeit accompanied, but you can do it alone.
So I went to dinner alone at the restaurant, as a woman. What a joy to simply hear the waiter say: "Good evening, Madam..."
After the meal, I went to bed. When I woke up, I thought: why stop there? Enjoy it. I put on makeup—rather successfully this time—, put on a new outfit I had bought the day before, and went down for breakfast. And after? Almost naturally...
I went shopping alone, including a need for underwear. I went into Etam, where I was very well received. At the checkout with several items I hadn’t tried on, the saleswoman asked:
— Did you try them on?
I answered no.
— Go to the fitting room; some models fit differently.
So there I was in the fitting room. The saleswoman talked to me from behind the curtain, and I even allowed myself to come out to ask her for another size in a particular model.
Again, thank you to Jennifer. Without her, without the confidence she gave me in just a few hours, I would never have dared to live all this.
Salon crossdressing is often a femininity lived in secrecy, in half-moments. Never fully.
And the hardest part isn’t the makeup.
It’s the loneliness, the missed encounters, the exchanges that are too fleeting when they don’t simply not exist. The bitter feeling of missing out on "something," or worse, of living stolen moments.
I offer you the opposite: a full day where you are not alone. We prepare your look. We reveal you. And we go out together. You live. And that’s not all.
You leave with:
• makeup product advice, enriched with my pro tips,
• concrete gestures. The little secret detail that often changes everything,
• cohesive outfits. My outside perspective will help enhance your style,
• and above all... a confidence you won’t forget. You’ll be able to say to yourself, "I did it." And that’s rewarding. Courageous.
If you want to experience this, contact me.
We’ll set up your day.
Jennifer
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