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Jennifer Perseverante, maquilleuse professionnelle
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Article published online on November 17, 2023

Dear loyal readers, it’s (once again and always) Jennifer Persévérante!

By the way, thank you for all your likes on my photo on Transbeauté’s Facebook page!

You know me for my commitment to beauty and the authenticity of every individual through my work at Transbeauté.

Today, I’m sharing with you a story that touched me deeply. Also, Rebecca wished to host the makeup session at her home.

This is the story of Rebecca, an extraordinary person (just like all of you!) whose journey toward accepting her own transgender identity resonates deeply with the values we cherish here.

Her experience, filled with challenges and triumphs, perfectly illustrates the transformative impact of empathetic support and genuine understanding of what being transgender truly means.

It’s a story of self-discovery, courage, and above all, the crucial importance of accepting yourself and fully flourishing.

Rebecca, this is for you!!!

Portrait de Rebecca

First steps toward femininity: childhood memories and revelations

Can you introduce yourself?

My name is Rebecca, I’m 33 years old, single, and I live in Paris.

How long have you wanted to feel more like a woman?

I have always had this deep desire to be a girl.

My earliest memories on the subject date back to preschool, my very first memories actually!

Even if it was a bit confusing.

The evolution of identity: from clothes to feelings

I definitely struggled a bit to put it into words.

It went on like that for quite a while with that nagging feeling of not truly being in my place, mixed with other feelings, so it wasn’t always easy to separate truth from illusion: adolescence, first romantic relationships, entering adult life and the workforce, etc.,
and obviously the thirty-something crisis!

However, looking back, there were plenty of clues here and there!

For example, as a child, I really loved a cartoon about a boy who had been turned into a cat (Billy The Cat if I remember correctly). I think it was the idea of being able to change bodies that intrigued me.

Or that documentary about the “Miss Travesti” beauty pageant which fascinated me and that I had recorded on an old VHS tape.

Or the 1999 film Boys Don’t Cry that I saw by chance on TV and that really left a strong mark on me. Now I know why!

Is it a temporary or permanent desire?

It’s a permanent desire that comes and goes over time, but never really leaves.

Deep down inside, I have a trans-identity, but it took me a while to put a name on this desire—or rather the cause of this desire.

Without diving into bad psychology, many things in my life have been influenced by this trans-identity (my relationships with others, my approach to work, certain decisions in my life, etc.) without me realizing it until I really began to accept and analyze it.

Toward full transition: next steps and dreams

When did you decide to take action, to cross-dress for the first time? For what occasion? What did you feel?

I progressed little by little on this subject.

As a child and teenager, I liked wearing feminine clothes but didn’t go beyond that in cross-dressing.

Gradually, I expanded my wardrobe with more clothes, shoes, makeup, etc., until I dressed fully as a woman.

Jennifer’s classes really helped—my makeup was a bit of a disaster at first, a bit like the Joker on my first attempts.

When I dress as a woman, I feel a kind of inner peace that makes me realize I am exactly where I’m meant to be.
Today, I embrace this much more. I’m starting to build a (very small) social life around this new identity.

And I love being able to explore and try to build a personal style. But I’m only just at the beginning!

Facing fears and prejudices

Do you have fears about society, your family, etc.? Any apprehensions or discomfort?

Yes, absolutely.

I have talked about it with a few friends around me who understand, but it remains a limited circle (and the most “open-minded” circle among my friends whom I truly trust).

I don’t think I will talk about it yet with my wider circle of friends.

It’s a bit more complicated with my family, as I come from a somewhat traditional background, so I’m not quite sure how to approach the subject yet.

Considering the future and transition

What are the next steps in your feminization (if any), or desires you haven’t tried yet but that you would like to?

I’m considering a full transition, even though it’s quite a big step.

I’ve already started all the necessary processes, and I can begin as soon as I decide to take the plunge. However, I change my mind about this every day!

But if I’m honest with myself, this step is coming almost inevitably given how far I’ve come in recent months on this issue.

Seeking support and inspiration

Why did you turn to me, and what have I brought you at this stage of your life, if anything?

About two years ago, I decided to own it a bit more. I signed up on a dating site to be able to talk with “real” people instead of staying by myself.

Those sites are quite an odd social experience, especially in my situation. Many will understand!

However, I had no confidence at all. I didn’t dare show my face to anyone, so I was just going in circles.

I came across Transbeauté’s blog by chance.

I found it really inspiring to see those women thriving after their sessions.

The impact of a revealing session

So I decided to take the plunge and have a session at home. I was quite stressed and very uncomfortable.

However, Jennifer has a gift for putting you at ease, and the session went very smoothly!

What anecdote can you share about this session? How did you feel after it? What did you do right after our meeting?

After the session, I was fascinated by my reflection in the mirror; it was the first time I saw myself as I had always wanted to: a wonderful feeling!

The first thing I did was to write down what Jennifer taught me to make sure I’d remember and be able to recreate the makeup she did for me (yes, I have a pretty studious side).

I didn’t go out despite Jennifer’s insistence—I wasn’t ready yet at the time…

I try to practice often, but I’m still far from being able to reproduce her magic!

Anyway, I thank Jennifer from the bottom of my heart for her kindness and help.

The session was truly a trigger for me. It allowed me to feel more confident and to keep moving forward on this difficult path.

But a path that becomes easier and easier as I move forward.

Conclusion by Jennifer

Thank you, Rebecca!

Rebecca’s testimony invites you into the intimate world of Transbeauté, where each transformation is so much more than a change of appearance.

It is a celebration of personal authenticity and a journey toward self-discovery.

Rebecca, through her courage and vulnerability, reflects the experience of many clients who have found at Transbeauté not only expert makeup skills but also empathetic support and attentive listening.

Each session with you is very often a step toward harmony between your inner “self” and your reflection in the mirror. It was once again the case with Rebecca.

It is always an honor and a privilege for me to be part of these transformations, to accompany these stories of courage and self-affirmation.

It is in these moments of sharing and mutual understanding that the true heart of my mission as a makeup artist lies.

Rebecca posing with confidence and charm

She is seated, legs crossed, wearing a pale pink jacket over a fitted black top, paired with black tights and ankle boots. Her blonde bob frames her face, and her expression is contemplative, with a hint of a smile.

Rebecca’s makeup is flawless, featuring a touch of rosy lipstick that enhances her smile.

She wears delicate jewelry, a simple double necklace and a black choker, along with bracelets that add a touch of elegance.

Rebecca is bathed in a warm, intimate atmosphere, lit by the soft glow of candles.

The dim light creates gentle shadows that highlight the contours of her face, emphasizing her tranquility and soothing presence.

Rebecca radiates a sense of comfort and self-confidence, reinforced by her relaxed posture and polished outfit.

For a session at her home, Rebecca requested anonymous decoration.

Do you have an opinion? Share it in the comments!

Rebecca posant avec assurance et charme

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