Chrystalle: feeling reborn as a woman

Chrystalle feels reborn when she is in woman mode.

Finally! I am thrilled to share Chrystalle’s testimony with you. Since this first testimony, we have even met again.

Indeed, Chrystalle, like a chrysalis, is blossoming more and more. After a first session focused on her feminization followed by a photo shoot, our second meeting was more focused with a tailored makeup lesson.

I give the floor to Chrystalle.

Can you introduce yourself? Age, gender, family situation, profession, city.

My name is Chrystalle, it’s the name I chose with a friend. I’m 45 years old, I live in Yvelines. I’m single, I live alone.

I feel even more like a woman since my first appointment with Jennifer.

Currently, I’m looking for a job as a welding coordinator. I actually did a career change with a training course to earn new diplomas.

How long have you wanted to feel more like a woman?

I am a relatively good man who has always hated the macho, virile, overly confident dominant male side. I have always felt out of sync with most “men” and have always felt different, this soft, shy, dreamy side. But I have this frustration of being on the side of rough clothes, hairs everywhere, this desire for fine lingerie, delicate attentions, and no hair.

So basically, I have wanted to be a woman since my adolescence when I wore tights for school parties.

Is it a temporary or permanent desire?

It’s a temporary desire, that comes more and more often. When the desire to be a woman is strong, I cross-dress. More simply, I want to be an irresistible woman. I think about it during the day and as soon as I get home I change. These periods vary.
Since I saw the photos, the doubt has settled.

Why this desire, what does it give you?

Fulfillment, immense happiness, self-confidence. I no longer devalue myself. I love my body, I smile and I find myself beautiful, I love life.

The beauty of a woman is pretty outfits, the texture of tights, high heels, the fluidity of dresses, skirts… Like having hair, breasts, the fine and soft features of a beautiful woman.

Being a woman who exudes a certain attraction.

In short, I belong to myself and look at myself in the mirror, which I don’t do when I’m in man mode.

When did you decide to act, to cross-dress for the first time? For what occasion? What did you feel?

Six years ago, I had my toenails varnished and I did body waxing. After that, I did cabaret dance, which is dancing in heels, which helped me learn to walk in heels.

Four years ago, I decided to cross-dress to go further in my feminization. I asked a friend who is an esthetician to do my makeup as a woman and she asked me if I had a wig and feminine outfit.

And when she saw me as a woman, she challenged me to accompany her to her car as a woman, which I did and it was a real pleasure. Afterwards, she showed me some makeup tips to learn how to do it myself and gain independence on the subject, but the result wasn’t the same as with Jennifer.

Do you have fears regarding society, your family, etc.? Any apprehensions or discomfort?

To be honest, I don’t care what society or others think. What matters in life is to be yourself and be able to go out alone while staying credible.

Of course, I haven’t told my family because it’s none of their business that I feminize. I just want to become a woman for a while. I just have to cross that line to go out feminized during the day, at the mall, go to dinner at a restaurant, go to parties, without fear of looks.

A fear that will disappear soon, thanks to Jennifer’s help.

I would like to meet other similar people, so that this fear disappears, and also to be able to go out with equal feelings and similar affinities.

What are the next steps in your feminization (if any), or desires you haven’t tried yet but would like to?

The next steps would be to deepen my femininity even more.

First, it’s already about learning better makeup techniques and knowing how to fully feminize myself.

Then learning to style wigs. Next, I would like to learn to have a more feminine walk and finally be able to go out to parties accompanied.

To be more elegant, more feminine, know how to match clothes that highlight me, and truly feel like a woman.

Why did you call on me, and what did I bring you at this stage of your life, if I brought you anything?

I wanted to go further in my feminization.

Learn to do makeup without mistakes, you even told me that I was easy to make up thanks to the shape of my face, my eyes, and because I have large eyelids, so I can do all kinds of makeup, I’m eager to see my different makeup styles.

Learning to match clothes

Taking advantage of the chance to take beautiful photos in women’s outfits, I even took advantage of having fake nails applied to have more feminine hands.

Show myself! Show the woman I am.

Jennifer is the best! She made me become a woman!

It was a pleasure meeting you, I had a great time. It’s a success and I think I’ll call on you for other services.

Thank you Jennifer

What anecdote can you tell us after this session? Or how did you feel after this session? What did you do right after our meeting?

Jennifer highlighted me so well that I left as a woman. I drove as a woman and in heels (it was a first), it was a real pleasure. I even went for a walk downtown when I got home, no one paid attention to me (usually people looked a bit).

Final word from Jennifer

“Thank you Chrystalle!” A first makeup session, followed by the photo session, it’s an excellent start that I recommend. It allows you to “see,” to see yourself, to meet yourself, for some to tame themselves and go further.

Chrystalle chose to come back for a class to continue learning makeup techniques, to gain autonomy and be Chrystalle whenever she wants.